time

after few year mb all will b change
mb one yr , two yr , three yr , four yr
all will b change
i dun noe will change till wat
bt i will bravely face it
just few years
mb i will b strong
i want myself handle al de problem
i dun wan myself always rely on other
so
sometime feel single
will make me more stronger
cos al de thing must sattle by myself

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if i will b single for my whole life
wat will b happen??
happy o unhappy??
tis depend me ba
al the thing ad fix i just follow it
mb i will b marry o will b single whole life....
if gt chance i also hope cn meet a good lover
n
i will love him as well as i can
im not too urgent to find a lover
i will use my whole life to find him
hope he will appear faster
cos i need him

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what wrong with me

i really duno what im thinking
i feel very unhappy 4 tis few days
i try to dun think so much
bt
before i sleep o doing something
my mind will b automatically think about tat
wat cn i do nw????

im really so stupid n idiot
just a little problem also cant overcome it by myself
i noe im cheated by other
bt
y i still belive tat person??
i really stupid
till cant save by anyone
y i cn b like tat ??
y i still want believe tat person
im very very very stupid
who cn help me sattle tis??
i just hope time cn pass faster n faster
den
mb all will b fine

thx my friend

thank you very much
my friend
thanks u always remind me
wat i nid to do
if nt i will be
blur blur
hahahahahaha

i sometime really duno wat im doing
den need prepare what
den always like sleeping
thx a lot
my friend

if din gt u as my friend
i will alway stay in blur blur condition
hahahahaha
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blur blur

4 years

what i will b after 4 years???
i really hope cn reach 23yrs old
after that i really gt freedom
what i want i cn achieve it by myself

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i want:
wonderfull wedding
happy family
all nameplate


dream house
travel


enjoyable life
car

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hahahaha
dreaming????
i feel i cn find all of tis when i dream at night
hehehe

4 years
when reach 23 yrs old
mb all will b change
4 yr so long
what will b hapen in tis 4 yrs???
happy life o unhappy life??
mb will live in stress condition

in tis 4 yrs
i will use busy as excuse to forget all sad memories
i will use tis 4 yrs forgt all the bad memories
continue my new life

after 4 yrs
do i still remember all the memories
including sad n happy memories???
bt
i just know after 4 year al will b change
cos 1 yr ad cn change many thing
4 yrs.......
will change a lot

im waiting when i become 23 years old
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my feeling

everyone hav thier own trouble
some ppl they need cover by themselve
bt
some ppl gt ppl accompany them cover it
they r thier lover
im just wait my lover come to find me one day
i ad tired for overcome my trouble by myself
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i dun scare lonely
i just scare face my trouble alone
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i just hope when i gt problem he will beside me
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i also dun want he giv me any promise
cos
al promise r nt realistic
it just make a person feel sweet at tat moment
after break u will feel sad cos of tis all promise
i just want he treat me as good as he cn
dun hurt me again

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