珍惜生命

当我看到那新闻时
感觉为何那么傻
为何那么不爱惜生命
生命是如此的脆弱
为何要选上不归路
难道除了爱情
世上 没有其他值得让你再去奋斗的理由吗
亲情 还有 友情
另一半选择了放手了
那么就不应该执著
让爱自由那就是让幸福更靠近你
难道你没想过吗？？
你的离开只会带给你身边爱你的人多大的伤害
而且那女孩会永远记得你吗
再过不久她 还不是一样会忘了你
然后开始另一断感情

爱一个人并不是用死来代表
而是
用你最真诚的心打动他
爱情并不是必需品
人生没有爱情并不代表世界末日
还有亲友的陪伴

对我而言
爱情的短长并不重要
就算是一分钟也会是一生一世
离别是难免
只是迟或早而已
爱一个人就应该放手
让爱自由

被伤害的心
会有恢复的一天的
时间会是最好的解药


~要珍惜生命~
~更要惜福~

holiday~~

~wuhoo~
finally finish up all the exam
scream as loud as i can
~hahahahahahahah~
now holiday lo
1 month holiday
TAIWAN TAIWAN TAIWAN
i am coming 0n 21 Dec
so excited with the trip
can enjoy can relax
hehehehehe
i am coming
~wuhoo~

I am waiting again.......
TAIWAN

my feeling now~~

i am waiting after 3 days
its 10 dec 2010
i am excited finish my semester 3

~gam~gam~gam~

hahaha

waiting exam come
waiting exam finish
waiting holiday
waiting TAIWAN trip
waiting my relax time
waiting all the things

*********************************************************

time pass very very fast
its end of 2010
more 23 days
2011 is coming
i wish 2011
can slow down little bit
because.......
(secret)
hahaha

2 more months will be my 21st birthday
20 wanna go away
21.....can i be forever 21.......

2011
2012


what will happen in my future???
i just wish everything will be fine
and my dream can come true

excited!!!!!!!!!!!!

i miss you so much~~

morning everyone~~
now is about 11 am
why im so early wake up??
yesterday sleep at 6am....
why??
because today is a special day...........

all things happen before 11 years ago
but
every memories she left for me i wont forget in my life
i miss her so much
during this 11 years
when i face some problem
when i am sad
when i need people beside me
i would think about her
because

when she still alive
she help me solve many problems
when i have fighting with my sis she will help me
when i scold by mum she would say dont cry
and told me dont give up
~i miss you so much~

i still remember what you promise to me
i still can remember what song you like
i still remember what color you like
~i miss you so much~

i miss you so much........

i hate

Am i choose the wrong way
i feel that
what i study now
is not the thing i want
i did not have interest with it
i start hate it
haizzz
still need face it 2 years
what i do for it
for my 2 years

but sometime i feel that
i just left 2 years for my study journey
i need to treasure it
anyway
i will be strong
n solve all th problem i face....

try my best *

I almost forget how to protect myself
Everything happens now is what i don't want
But i don't know how to settle it
I try to keep it in my heart
I try to save myself
It make me suffer
It make me always under bad mood
What can i do??
im really no mood....
Exam is coming tomorrow
i try to tell myself

i hope i can face it bravely
i can do it

********try my best for everything

add oil for everthing.....

未来好模糊
这样的回忆会一直陪我走下去
离别那天将来临
只想用微笑来代替我的祝福
但愿能再相遇的一天
不管会何时到来
我都很期待
期待各自的未来
期待所有一切的事情

我会加油打气

*************************************************************************************

unhappy

i knw something happen to me....
i cnt sleep well
am i too stress???
that day i cry....
i cry cos im too stress all the things
u knw wat the feeling
i cnt find someone help me
i just knw i need stay alone
i just wanna be quite
just wanna left myself like that
i knw i will be fine soon

third person

第三者
在每个人心中
当第三者的女生就是差
谁想当第三者？？
她们也不想
大家都懂爱情是自私的
幸福需要自己去争取的
难道他们那么做有错吗？？
是的
他们错在接入一段感情
他们破坏一段原本很好的感情
但想想一支手怎们能拍出掌声？？
一定是需要另一支手的合作
所以在有第三者的接入时
不要一直只怪第三者
想看自己与另一半到底发生了什么事
为何彼此之间就那么容易让第三者接入
是自己的错
是另一半的错
还是第三者的错

**爱情就是如此
要你放手你并舍不得
那么就勇敢前进**

如果当上了第三者也不要无理取闹的伤害别人
也不要在他人面前责骂别人
有没有想过已经破坏了别人的感情
还要到处骂和到处讲
而且还让人觉得自己是可怜那位
那么你这第三者做得很失败
完全失去了第三者的气质

虽然我自己很不赞成第三者
但回头想想他们追求的幸福难道有错吗？？
站在他们的角度他们并没错
但在别人的眼光他们就是坏人一样

对与不对
都无所谓
只要自己开心就好

***为自己的幸福努力吧***

my my opinon...

为何伤害了别人
还要无理取闹的骂回别人
为何出现了第三者就不能坦白的承认
“敢作敢当”
难道你不懂这道理吗？？
离开就离开
为何还要假惺惺
还要装着自己是对的
难道坦白真的太难了吗？？
男生
搞不懂.....
如果你说，害怕坦白了会伤害你
那么我告诉你-
不坦白才是最痛的伤害
如果不爱就早说出口
不要浪费彼此的青春
而且更不要在分手时说-
我现在还是爱着你但比起当初没那么爱
这是借口吧
不爱就说不爱
何必再欺骗呢？？
可能你们会认为那是把伤害降到最低
但这不是
因为从一开始就已经是伤害了
再欺骗也是伤害

不值得爱的
就找点放手
让自己有更好的未来

***************************************************************************
在我的世界里
如果遇到了自己很爱的男人
要你放手你却舍不得
那么就勇敢前进
用尽自己的能力争取自己的幸福
最重要自己开心
只能说爱情是自私的

azz...

what i am doing now??
everything i am done are totally wrong n wrong
i cant do it
i just feel wanna cry this few days
why i am so weak
i hate this feeling
why this thing happen to me again
i hate it
is that all my wrong
is that im stupid
already knw i will be like tat at the beginning
still want to do so
can i let it be like that
just leave it till.......
no ending

in sad mood

support you

when i saw her
she cry
what can i do ???
my hurt also feel the sad
im also wanna cry at that time
just give her a hug
i know it is pain in her heart
i know that feeling
mb cry will let her feel more good as well
dun be too sad
all this thing will pass
u will recover in the future
let it go
make ur future full of miracle
you can do it
try ur best
i will beside u
add oil
support u always

its end*^*

its end its end
my 2 weeks holiday end
haizzz
bt quite happy in this holiday
cos can meet my matrix best friends
Raymond Alan Zhi Haw swee yee ai chen shu jiun
hehehe
having a nice gathering with them....
we already one year din meet
a lot memories between all of us
i will miss u all so much
hope next gathering 10 of us cn meet togather

this holiday everyday sleep at 3 am
always study n study
always watch n wantch
always eat n eat
hahaha

having a nice holiday
i will miss home after back t uni
haizzz

add oil

挫折是难免的
我会为自己加油
不管未来是多么 的坎坷
要记得的是
未来是值得期待的
加油 加油 加油
add oil add oil add oil

problem problem~~~

问题的出现是自己的错误
还是自己的失误？？
无法解决的问题要如何面对？？
顺其自然的心态好久没再出现
反复的面对自己的问题
但最终还是无法找到自己觉得满意的解决方法
是否有人能指引我方向
有时真的会想
如果当初一切没发生
那么现在的问题就不会出现
是否世上有时光倒流的机器
好让我回到从前
或许所有一切都不会一样
现在的我也不会那么懊恼
难道要用逃避来解决问题吗
但逃避只是让问题收藏起来
并没解决

曾经
多想哭
多想逃
但
哭过了，逃了
问题还是无法解决
是自己无法决定还是自己不舍得？？
如果我是个潇洒的人多好
不怕伤害别人
那么问题就解决了

2 weeks holidays

its holiday
2 weeks holidays
so happy
cos can rest at my sweet home
at the same time
im also hope it can pass faster
hehe
cos......
special reason
haha
its a secret

i will enjoy my holiday
cos after go back uni
it will have many activities waiting me to finish it
start busy life after 2 weeks
haizz

happy holiday enjoy it

my august**

feeling time pass very fast n fast
all the thing need to stop on time
many things happen in this short period
all memories were unforgettable in my life
i cnt believe all this happen to me again
now im very confuse with it
i really hope all will not go
just stay with me forever
just keep on like that
bt sometimes time wont let us done like tat
is that time will help me forget all about that
release it will be the most difficult thing for me
someone teach me to do it
someone give me direction
someone help me solve the problem
someone can support me
someone help me make decision

i just hope everything will go on smoothly
i just hope all will be fine

****unforgettable month in 2010******

最近的我

最近都过得很好
开学都已三个星期了
一切过得很顺利


最近都在听这几首歌
觉得还不错听
《舍不得》
《第三者的第三者》
《现在我很幸福》
《宽恕》

曾经这几首歌代表了我的心情
听到这几首歌会让我想起许多事情
但所有的一切都过了
我好像告诉全世界
我现在很幸福
也很快乐
我已经把失去的当成一种收获

@@

如果时间能倒回那该多好
回到小时候的我
那时虽然无知 但有着快乐的生活
现在二十岁的我
好多事要烦
学业和未来是我现在最大的烦恼
难道现在这阶段我只能面对这吗
读书是为了未来吗？？
是为了钱吗？？
大部分的父母认为成绩好代表未来赚钱多
我不认同。
工作是靠经验
《一个人读了一辈子的书所赚的钱比不过一个不爱书的人所赚的钱多》
这到底怎么了？？
这是命运吗？？

还有爱情
有人说
青年交往时的对象会是你这生人最难忘的情人
因为那时的感情是没有牵涉到金钱
或许是真的吧
我认为
所有的事情只是看自己如何看待
他可能是最难忘的
但不代表是最爱的
不同的阶段会爱上不同的人会发生在我们每个人的身上
最重要的是要珍惜眼前人

bye bye june

~bye bye june~

2010 still got half year
i trust this half year will left a lot of memories
that i cant forget i my life

~welcome july~

2 weeks

last two week for my holiday .....
enjoy it ....
end with sweet memories ......
......................................................................................

many thing mb i cant say out
hope u can understand me
i will keep it in my life
mb one day i will tell u what my feeling
what can i say is
i love u,my friend...
u will be a friend who i will never forget in my life
forever forever forever.....

miss you so much

just now
i pass a newspaper stall
reminds me of my cousin
suddenly i miss her so much
i wont see her anymore
i just want tell her
"sis, i miss you so much...and i need you...."
hope she can hear my voice in heaven

^_^

i find out that
not everyone happy with what they have
even we saw them very happy when we meet
but we cant understand what they think
what can we do??
just support
just support
just support
life is like that???
why people always thinking negative??
why people always thinking useless thing??
why people always thinking they are not perfect??
is that treasure everything is very difficult for everyone??
is that enjoy life is always stay in bad mood??
why want confuse with all of this??
why dont want try to release??

i know
im not the perfect gal
but i will be a happy gal.....

^^

有个人在他心中无法取代
不是说要取代就取代
需要时间
可能你得到了
但他的心未必向着你
可能他藏着许多
不能说的秘密
或许你以为你多了解他
但实际他心里在想些什么
我们不晓得
可能用了一辈子的时间也无法了解

曾经有个朋友问我
“你心中有个很想去关心的人吗？”
这问题我一时间想了好久
在我心中这个人出现了吗？？

我等待着所有

holiday

holiday now
sometime stay at home
sometime work
busy life i love it
this holiday was meaningful for me
i love this time holiday
i hope it will not stop
can i do it
it was many thing happen to me
through it
i learn a lot of thing
i know what i have now
it was important 4 me
i just hope it will nt gone
i hope it will stay for me forever
im very treasure what you give me

hope it will not end

sick

after unrest for few days
now sick ad
haizz
feel tired everyday lo
when can i recover??

*******************************

sorry ya
friend
plz forgive me
hope you can reply me as fast as you can
i will wait you
miss you so much

my lovely fren

12/5

yesterday
chat with him whole night
he tell me a lot of meaningful things
after he tell me everything
i tell myself
i will treasure everything i have
i will love my life
i will not cry for anything
i will be more confident
i will happy everyday

it was very touching
thx u so much
have a nice talk with him
i love this fren so much
he will be the person i most admire
what he done is because other

~活在当下才是最幸福的~
~enjoy life~

happy holiday and thx my fren

my holiday start now lo....
will enjoy my lovely holiday
hehehe
forget about study
relax relax relax
after my exam

thx him
care about me when im sick in study week
thx him
chatting with me after study
thx him
give me smile n release my stress
thx you so much
thx my fren....
love you so much

calm down..

when someone say and act insane thing to u
try to clam down urself
n
think back
plzz
try to think
did you have offended him/her??
if nt
dun be to angry
because they dun understand you
because they duno wat are u think now
because they are not you

dun want notice to him/her
dun want quarrel with them

calm down n relax
you will find it will be better
because they misunderstand you

精彩人生

总觉得应该面对了
这样下去对任何一方都不好
不知自己是逃避还是什么
只知道
我不再想以前那样了
该面对的
该解决的
该结束的
该忘记的
该理解的
该放手的
该离开的
该坚强的
该退出的
所有的一切
是时候结束了

挫折就是该如此面对
或许在那刹那你没勇气
但日子久了你一定能体会
原来当初多笨
一点挫折也搞得自己如此失魂落魄
坚强点
人生旅程长得很
未来要面对的多得很
为自己的未来奋斗吧
走出自己的精彩人生

friend

aiz....
这样的一切会维持多久呢
一个星期，一个月
还是不久呢
我想过不久就好了吧
最终会回到彼此属于自己的位子的
为何会发生得如此不知所措
愿你我的友情永远都如此
可不可以不改变
但我懂再过不久
所有的一切。。。。
该如何是好呢。。。。。

加油！！！！！！！！

世上没有任何事情是永远的
现在的环境不一定会是永远的
就像以前的我以为我过不了我所面对的挫折
很想逃避
很想离开
原来逃避到最后会更痛
勇敢面对或许会带来更好的结局
逃避不是最好的解决方法
那只是一时的爽快
而不是永久的
可能在面对的过程中
会害怕
害怕失去
害怕遗忘
害怕痛苦
害怕离开
害怕伤害
害怕哭泣


不要怕
就当做跌倒了再站起来
没有是过不了的
加油吧
为自己的未来加油
撑不过了就休息
因为休息是为了走更远的旅程

welcome back

haha...
so long din blogging le lo
im coming back
time pass so fast
march ad gone
nw april le

busy busy busy
busy with my study
wana exam le
eat my book frem afternoon until night
hope exam pass faster
i wan holiday

stress stress stress
sem 2 wanna pass
waiting new sem come to me
new challenge coming to me
welcome it
love it
appreciate it

just hope everything can pass smoothly

爱情里

在爱情了
我
开始分辨不出
我都知道
我找不到自己
我好想告诉他
不是我让自己的心建了一道墙
而是
我不知是否该让你进去
你告诉我
应该对对方和自己有信心
但
我找不到
我也想给彼此机会
但。。。。。

我不是逃避
我不想让自己太陶醉在他的甜言蜜语中
你所说的
曾让我有点感动
他让我感觉自己在热恋当中
但
我却在他身上找不到我要的感觉
是我的错吗？？

是我当初说得不清楚吗？？
是他误会了吗？？

last day of cny

last day of CNY~~~28 / feb

so fast cny last day lo
luckily can stay at home
mum mum mum
eat steamboat
eat steamboat
steamboat whole day
hahahaha
it really like cny lo
i like tat day
night
play firework with brother and chee haw
den
help chee haw do his economy assignment
first time help ppl do assignment



hope everyday can b like that
stay with family
everyday cny

bye bye
cny 2010


waiting cny 2011

i just know

才知道不只自己是这样的
原来 也如此
还以为自己是傻的
原来不是
面对这样的一切
都该如何面对
要说
不知告诉谁
明明可以的
但最后还是这样
难道
自己不能掌握自己的心吗
难道
就不能潇洒点吗
为何要一直找借口
为何就连开口的勇气也没有
为何要折磨自己
为何要伤害别人
明明想问的都已在嘴边
但总是开不了口
是没有勇气吗
可以让这一切就这样过了吗
可以让这一切就这样停吗
我找不到答案
只知道猜不到
永远活在恐惧中
要开口吗
还是
让这一切成为我人生中永远找不到答案的谜

my life

这样的生活
我早已习惯了
不想再改变了
我过得很好
有自己的计划
有自己的人生
有自己的想法
所计划的
所想的
我愿能在五年后实现
等待
时间的到来
五年后
会看到不同的我
期待所有的一切

Happy Chinese new year 2010

happy chinese new year
enjoy enjoy enjoy
haha

first day
hmmm
just stay at home playing card + mahjong
den
watch movie

second day
my grandmum house
playing card with my uncle
gain a lot money

third day
go friend s house

when back home
my house fulfill with ppl
haha
my uncle aunt n cousin come my house eat dinner
after dinner
playing with my cousin
and watch movie

forth day
go penang shopping
quensbay + gurney
spend money again lo
tired a....
shop whole day
but
so happy

fifth day
go singing with cousin
and eat pizza
hehehe
night hav a meet with
my old frenzzzz
chit chat
at old town
den
go Bistro
playing card + drink

tonight
last day before back
5.6 gathering
enjoy....
at G club......

猜~~~

不一定是永远
或许
只是一时而已
一年，两年， 三年。。。。
不能预测
也猜不到
只能用心去面对所有一切

明明看到
但搞不懂
我碰不了
也感受不了
是心麻了吗
还是没心去对待

未来真的让世上的人猜不透
我的未来会是如何
值得吗？？
一切的付出会是值得的吗？？
还是只是自己把世上的事情想得太简单了
会有那么简单吗？？

有时想太多会让人觉得害怕
害怕自己无法面对
害怕会失望
害怕失去
人家常说
~不曾拥有就不害怕失去~
是的，
我不想拥有
因为我害怕失去
我只要平淡与快乐

argh....

should i give him chance ??
i duno
what can i do
wanna reject o wanna accept
can give more time
i wanna make sure that
what feeling i got to him
i know u want my answer now
but
our distance
distance
feel far away
give me time to think about it
i wont waste each other time


.....who can help me...

20 20 20

时间过得好快
每想到自己已活到了二十年了
回想 自己真的还有好多事没完成
现在的我
正望着自己刚为自己安排的未来走去
我知道一路上会有阻碍
但只要我勇敢面对
相信有一天
我会办到的

不知二十岁会怎么过
还蛮期待的
这感觉就像从新做人一样
我只想快乐的
不想要悲伤的

二十
二十
二十


在过多两年
那才是我人生中最艰苦的
好好享受这无忧无虑的日子吧

爱情

对爱情
我不懂怎么搞得
在人群中我不断的寻找
但总是找不到自己想要的
他们给不了我要的感觉
我也找不到
那种我愿意为他付出一切的感觉
即使有我会有保留
是我对爱情失去了信心吗
再也找不到了吗
难道要找个
他爱我多过我爱他的人真的很难吗
我不想只有我一直的付出
会让我觉得自己等待的是片空白
到今天我不要求
因为我害怕失去
那种全世界都在一瞬间失去的感觉
我不想再体会
我会认真地寻找一个能让我快乐的人
能为我付出的人

十九岁的我

我找不到自己想要的是什么
很迷惑
很想逃
真的不知道要怎么办
感觉身边的已找到了自己要的
但我呢
还是一样每改变

过多几天十九岁将离开我
在十九岁里
也不知道自己是怎么过的
总觉得自己是在悲伤的心情度过
悲伤的多过快乐的
太多太多痛苦的事情发生
那种一个人面对的感觉
真的有时让我很崩溃
我想没人会了解吧
是我对人生太悲观了
还是现实太残忍了
迷迷糊糊过了十九岁
而且还是独自一个人过
回想当初为何要选择这样的十九岁
在深夜里才有勇气面对自己
而白天时就好像用面具面对每个人
谁能了解这一切


二十岁又会是怎样的
我只希望自己是快乐的
也期待所有的事情发生

end of Jan

~Last day of Jan 2010~

**Feb 2010 coming**



*-*happy mood*-*

memories~~

in your life
it will have many unforgetable memories
how wonderful all that memories
you may not forget all of this memories anymore

in you life
everyone will left different sweet memories
it may
bitter
o sweet

even it is sweet o bitter,
in the future feel all this memories
are your experience in your life
and it was very wonderful

although it is memories
but
you can still keep it in your mind
and
be happy because you got this memories
even it is sad memories

love is****

love is feeling
love is wonderful
love is perfect
love is happy
love is sweet

when you meet it
you wount let it go

when you falling in love
you will know everything

but

when love come to...
crying
sad
disappointed
bitter

you must let it go
because in the future
you will find one who willing sacrifice for you

dont be unhappy now

everything in the world other people can give you
but
happy din got
happy is very important in life
din got people can give you happy in this world
even the King
happy is on your hand
you can chose to get it
or leave it
but
you leave it away you will be a stupid person

even din got love in your world now
but
this does not mean din got in the future
just wait time come


be happy everyday

i need~

[i need a hug]
[i need a shoulder]
[i need a comfort]

when can i find what i need now

sometime feel ppl so weird especially guys
when they din got it, they will try to find
but when the thing come to them
they will try to reject

what i want i still confused
now i just know my life just left study n study
what happen to other i din got feeling
future, i start lose my direction
who can bring me
who can show me
who can take care me
who can help me
who can do it for me
i need that person

happy feeling

wao wao wao
this feeling leave away already long time
should i have thus feeling now
am i happy with with this feeling
what can i do
~just ignore it~
but sometimes feel
let all happen naturally
even i want it now
but i will waiting it come to me
just waiting chance
i hope can know
god plz tell
im waiting

just add oil gal

what also u can done
which person you can be
but
please dont be a third person in one relationship
please dont want
this not only hurt that person
you also hurt yourself
**************************************************************************
if
you really love him
just love
love no need say out
always in side your heart just enough
love is not everything
even he will not come to you
you just can accept it
and try to forget all slowly slowly
i know
may be forget is very difficult for you
but at least you must try
if you dont want try now
when you want forget it
if one day in the future he marry with that girl
what can you do
just cry everyday??
may be that time you will regret
why you dont want forget now
everything you must try to do it
i dont want u now always stay in this situation
and i dont want you regret

just add oil
you can do it
try your best gal

loving single life

i just realize that
now i dont like couple life
may be too long single life for me
haizzzzz

i just know
now i like single life
if i got hurt you
i just can say sorry and sorry
not because you r bad
all is about
i more love single life
hope you can understand
if i got make you misunderstand
you can scold me
but i just dun want hurt you

thinking back

cant sleep nw so posting something


just now suddenly think back about high school life
miss my geng in class

after graduate from high school we dint meet togather
i know everyone stay in good situation

Its real, time pass very fast
already pass 2 year
i feel everything pass like a rocket which is flying in the sky
can i make the time slow down
i know after 2 n half year i need start to work le
after that i wont have holiday like in primary, high school and uni
may be i will stay in work work n work days
why people cant make the time slow down
may be this is call life

i know many thing pass already
cant go back
so me also let it go
i just keep all as memories
but if me chance i dont wan go back again
because i feel memories will be wonderful
i just want memories i dont want anything
n i will just look forward

at a period of time
i really dono what i want
i let my time pass drowsily
i everyday count how to pass my time
really din got enjoy my life at that period
may be at that period i am so persistent
but now i realize that not everything can under my control
so just enjoy everything around me

i everyday tell myself
i will get what i want in the future on my own
and i know i will be a happiest person in this world
even i will be alone in my future
i will enjoy what i get in future

life**

in this few days
i found tat life is very unpredictable
mb tmr i will die soon

one of my frenz last month pass away in accident
_he just 21 years old

yesterday my roomate cousin pass away because of cancer
_he just 19 years old

~life~
we must treasure everything we have now
enjoy life
be happy
excited everything

dont want let the unhappy incident influence you
when it come meet u, just throw it away from you
just dont forget
everything will be fine
excited everything in this world

coming back....

hihi.......

ling chen is coming back lo.....
long time no c......

tis 2 months very busy n busy lo....

attend class everyday.....
chatting with frezz and watch movie .....
~relax life~

me also gt concentrate on my study la.....
hehe...
nw in new semester so my subject become tough n tough ad....
bt nw me more free than before.....
no need take care anything so wanna start posting lo....
hehe......
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