Last for 2012

Left 2 days to go 
Goodbye 2012
And welcome 2013

2012 too many bad memories 
I hope I will release all of it from my life
Bad thing will be left in 2012
All the good thing will come to me in 2013
I will forget all hurts
I hope I will let it go and continue keep my life happy
I really learn a lot in 2012
I will treat is as one part on my life
It will go away and it will not appear in my 2013

I know I had done something wrong
And I'm making wrong decision from the start 
But
In future I won't do it again

However
There were some happy event happens too in this year
Get an iPhone from my dady
Shopping around 
Playing hard
Enjoy with family
Luckily I have them
They are my supporter forever
Especially my parent
I know may future I need go far away for my career
But I will try my best to let them feel I'm always beside them
I will let them know even-thought their daughter not perfect but she can try her best to gain what she want

2012 is time to say goodbye
It's time to say goodbye to bad memories
And 
Change a happy mood welcome new year 2013
💰💳🎶🍺🍕🍷🍛🍱🍣🍚🍜🍙🍧🎂🍪🍦💟😄😃😀😍👜🎀👗👚👠
❤ Happy new year advance ❤

~relax~

how free i am

after finish my uni life

but

before end its

~relax~

exam is near arround

but

im shopping arround

what the life

what i can be in future

just add oil for everything

~gambateh~

Officially finish my study in UUM

Me

Ling Chen

officially fnish my study in UUM

OMG

time flying

3 and half year pass

start my working journey soon

all memories in uni

is wonderful

i learn alot

recognized new friends

enjoy my study life well

even though it had some sad memories

but

i will let it go

and keep happy memories in my life

its great to have my study life over there

good environment

all about nature

i will miss the life at there

thx my friend acc me across this long journey

im great happy to know them

good luck to them

jungle life finish soon

left exam

15 Jan 2013

will totally finish it

Betong, Thailand

Here I am

Betong Thailand

stay with natural

such fresh whether

such pretty environment

such relax place

such cool day

i love there

even there no entertainment

but

its natural

i love , i like

Time fly

Left few more days to go

we can say bye bye to 2012

time flying

fly fly

its time to prepare exam

its time to prepare intern life

its time to prepare my 23 years old

Oh gosh...

im become old n old

how to stop the time at the wonderful memories??

Im nothing to wish

I just wish everything will be fine and fine

But

rumors

~End of the world will become on 21st December 2012~

It is real

our country will under 0 degree cel - -44 degree cel

Just wait that day came to us

If that day will become

i will say it is fate that we need to face

If not really happen

I will say i will treasure everything that beside me

I hope all of us will be safe

Happy, smiling will be my simple action that i need to show everyday

11-11-12

11-11

was her wedding day

lets party

it was a perfect and happy day

become her ji mui that day

play hard with the brother

~gang nam style~ was dance

get ang pao..ang pao...

wear pretty become ji mui

i capt capt capt

capt a pretty moment

night wearing to attend her wedding dinner

happy ending for that party

happy always beside them

wish them

白头到老

百年好合

早生贵子

新婚快乐

~变~change~

我们常说

~你变了~

但其实真正变的只有他人吗？

其实我们自己本身也在变

变成熟

变漂亮

变理智

变聪明

变开心

......

因为环境

因为经历

因为成长

我们都变了

其实自己也在变

经历如此多的事

我想改变自己是件

很好的事情

我的改变不是因为任何人

而是

为了自己

世界上很多事情我们无法改变

那么就由我自己改变自己

让自己更好

travel

this is the place i wish to go

ya, its Paris

i trust travel will be a good choices

for me now

one day i will make my dream come true

travel

travel

travel

i wan travel...

幸福 难不难

想得到幸福真的那么难吗？
一个人一辈子幸福 难不难

其实要找到自己想要的幸福
是件不简单的事情

世界上成千上万的人
我们不懂下一步会遇见谁
更加无法预料谁会是与我们扶持到老的另一伴
世界上就如此多变数
我们需要相处才能了解
是否哪位适合自己

但
有时幸福却不难
只要自己勇敢张开双手
幸福就在不远处

如果遇见我想要的幸福
我会勇敢为自己争取
至少我不会后悔
至少我试过了

期待我幸福的来临

放下

放下

我相信好多人对于这两个字很无奈

放下过去
放下执着
放下悲伤
放下挚爱
放下许多事情

真的说放就放吗？？
谁如此潇洒
谁如此坚强

其实
世界上很多事
要放下其实并不难
那只是心里的战术

人一旦
心冷了，淡 了， 累了，清醒了
放下就简单多了

我们人生总是跌跌撞撞
要经历过才知道什么是自己想要
过去的如此悲伤都没关系
只要及时放下
那么未来一定会有一扇为你打开的大门

有人问到底为什么世界上有爱情
那么情为何物？？

在我的世界里
爱情是期待的
虽然失败了但依然期待爱情的来临
不管跌过多少次都希望那个白马王子出现在眼前

别人常问我这问题尤其刚认识的朋友
交男朋友了吗？？
现在有没有人追
我说没
他们常说我太挑了
是吗？？

我的感觉告诉我
还不是时候
我在等待一位
一位
值得我再付出的那位
值得我爱的那位
值得我把一生交给他的那位

每个人对爱的定义不同
有些人换男朋友如换衣服
有些人却对爱情死心塌地

所以
爱是无法解释的

但当一方要结束了一切
那么就放手吧

放手不是为了成全他
而是成全自己的自由
要永远记得
快乐的权利是自己的
即使是童话世界里的国王也无法赐给他人民快乐
别把那权利交给他人

爱情没了并不代表人生结束了
未来依然还有更多的事情，人等待着我们
或许
转角遇到爱

smile

孩子的笑永远都是最单纯的
无忧无虑的生活
是我们多么渴望的
何时成人的世界变得如此烦恼
如何才能回到那最初的笑容

快乐的权利是自己的
多么苦也要找到笑的理由

曾经的.....相爱
过去的.....回忆

回不去了

有些人，有些事
都陌生了

以为自己懂
但
在那一刻
我才发现我不了解

不哭
不悲
不伤
不恨
不爱
因为成熟了

当朋友
并不代表原谅
因为犯的是无法原谅的过错

并非放不下
而是看清了

人生是平凡的就无趣
那么
让自己的人生经历一些别人不想的
获得的会更多

This few days saw some facebook friends post they gonna marry soon...
this cause me wanna marry
I wish my Mr Right will appear soon...

I wish I wish....

回忆

在生命里我们会遇见不同的人
他们所留下的回忆分为两种

*有些人留下的是开心的
*有些人留下的是悲伤的

开心的让人如此回味
悲伤的让人如此厌恶

常告诉自己
过去的就让一切都过去
未来还很长

一开始
恨那些留下悲伤回忆的人
但回头想想
恨一个人真的很累
还要把他样子记在心里
到最后摆脱不了他的一切
那么倒不如
选择
忘记这个人的存在
忘记这个人的一切
这不是能真的得到解脱吗？？

别去恨
恨他倒不如忘记一个不再有关联的人
好好去过生活
要开开心心的 迎接每一天

jiayou.,,,

每人知道未来会是如何...

更加不知道下一秒遇见的会是什么人，什么事...

一定切记，要开开心心的过好每一天...

有些事，有些人真的让人觉得心疼让人悲，但这不代表你可以为了他们而放弃你的前途..

哭过了就好了...你依然可以回到最初的你...

在家人没放弃你时别放弃自己...

加油吧.......

I back ...

When coming to the end....
i cry...i hurt...i pain....
i cry in my dad hug....
what he told me i will remember....

I will let all pass...
i will start my life again....
i want change and become a happy ling chen
i will change....
Change to be a happy lady....
thinking positive ling chen will be come in the world...
i want let them know how perfect I am....

Ya i hate it....
How you treat me i will remember in my life...
but i wont remember who are you again....
you will be a stranger in my life...
I will start my life ...
new life.......
I will delete all memories....
stand up again.....
make them regret....

Hey come on ling chen...
cheer up....
the world is so big....
you need hunter,you need explore....
Smiling will always beside you....

the best babe...

she my best babe in the world....

i miss her so much...

she going to kl complete her advance diploma...

i am so sad cos she leaving sp left me alone in here...

nobody let me crazy again....

She accompany me across many thing...

she always support me...

She also scold me when i am wrong...

she is the best babe in my world....

i miss her so much....

we will meet in kl in 2013 when i start my intern in kl..... 

i talk

我说
我未来没人要，怎么办

朋友说
不可能

我说
在我30岁之前，我嫁不出我不结婚了。

朋友回应
.....(用不屑眼光看我）

我说
我想做女强人

朋友回应
你的样子就是等着做少奶奶。
什么女强人。

我的样子真的是如此吗？

what should i do??

Yes.....
i am really fall in this time..
unexpected for this time....
i really suffer...
i really hurt at all....
i really cant accept....
i really cry...
i really loss my direction....
'what should i do' i always ask my babe loi...

Yes i know...
its all depend on me...
but i am not dare to stand up again....
its hurt its pain....

Everything turn to dark....
someone help me???

Last sem....

When i review back...
Oh yeah last sem...
finally....
after study 3 years finally last sem...
time fly like rocket....

Its really memories uni life....
left 4 months to go...
i will capt all around the uni...
i will keep all in my heart and enjoy my last sem...

Add oil for last sem...
it will b wonderful last sem in uum....

Standing up from falling is hard

Standing up from falling is hard
we cry, we hurt, we pain, we tire

How painful when somebody hurt you
Someone know the feeling
its so hurt and pain til can't breath
what can we do for that??someone can tell me?

When we choose to forget someone in our life
but all the memories with that person will appear in our mind again and again
it can't disappear in our life
it will follow you in your life
what can we do for that?
be strong?? can we do it when down??

I just hope my life will fine.
Be strong and confident to face all in the future.

爱情

有些朋友常问
怎么啦，单身那么久了怎么还不快找个理想对象。就连我老妈也时不时都问这问题。

回头想一想，数一数，真的我单身都快五年了。

这段日子在我身上发生了好多事情。
一夜都说不完。

我并不是因为上一段恋情的失败而不交往，而是太多的阻碍让我无法前进。

哪位女生不期盼爱情的来临，我啊是超想拥有一段简单得不得了的爱情。
不必浪漫的举动，只要一个真心爱我的另一伴。最重要的是不允许自己是从第三者而介入。

但愿有天我可以大方的向全世界宣布这喜讯。

回忆里的中学时光....

那天与老友聚会，让我们不经想起了中学时的生涯。
那时无忧无虑的我们每天上学就像是朋友聚会聊天时光。
从上课聊到放学，有是非一起听，有笑话一起笑。
自由自在的生活，让我真的很想回到过去。
回忆啊，回忆为何你让我难以忘记....

my answer

                                                                                    This few days went to relative house, 

all of the asking me same question

Their question

"when you finish your study?"

"where you go when internship?"

My answer

"next year and may be will start my intern in KL"

"February"

Ya, time really pass so fast. Study in uni already 3       

                                                                                    years.

                                                                                    Future career is coming to me.

                                                                                    I can't image the working life.

                                                                                    I just wish all be fine.  

                                                                                    I know it will be long journey and many challenges           

                                                                                    need to face myself. But i will fighting it.  

                                                                                    Gambateh....

Make our choices

Our life full of choices, sometimes we will complicated with making decision. Its because
we worry about regret in future. That why many people hope they can escape. But its realistic world, we should make choice, we should face it. What should we keep in mind is

"make your choices wisely, what we gain in the future is depend upon them"

Threat it as a challenge. Do you want your life just simple and uninteresting? Or you want your life full of challenges? Don't forget "No pain, No Gain"

I'm Back....

Welcome back...
I will continue my blogging again.....
I wish all the text and picture I post here will be my good memories...

...Let A 'smile' give me and u a Good start...